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diff --git a/posts/transcript.md b/posts/transcript.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..5d3f333 --- /dev/null +++ b/posts/transcript.md @@ -0,0 +1,42 @@ +title: A Transcript +date: 2018-12-30 +author: Wolfgang Müller + +though one thing still disturbs me greatly +and I don't know whether I am alone in this +but it is most obvious at night, in the dark +or in the haze, the fog; +that I am not fully there - that there is +in another space, another self, not me +but indistinguishble from me, +yet wholly alien. + +it is irksome to know this, and +whilst I have come to learn how to cope, +it never fully leaves me, this thought +that I am fake. + +it seems an impossible situation, to be +and not to be at the same time, and to +hide and show as necessary, just so; +yes, the necessity of it is still of +great difficulty. I am not sure +whether to continue or not, to be, +to not be, at the same time. + +since, in the past, it worked and +sometimes made it easy. +yet, it is not honest, and I fear +being eaten up from the inside +by this self, and for it +to take over. + +then, nothing will be true +but everything will go on as if +it were. + +and so I leave this query with +utmost confusion and no real +hope of assurance +that my self be saved and the other +to be discarded. |